Well, today marks nineteen years of me living on this earth. 19 years of heartache, pain, tears, joy, love, success...I am grateful. The last time you heard from me things were a wreck. I balled up all my issues and frustrations into one huge nasty ball and it came alive as a MONSTER! However, I made up in my mind that I would not do things or put myself in certain situations that would cause me unnecessary stress. I ended unhealthy relationships, prepared to drop my class, reached out to some of my friends on campus for lunch, etc. i am learning that sometimes if we want to get to know someone, we may have to go the extra mile and reach out. That's not a problem. Also, I also found out why my speech teacher was so kurt the other day...her daughter who is in college is going through a mini life crisis and it's stressing both of them out.
So, you just never know. From now on I am going to love myself unconditionally and not be so stingy with my love, because there are lots of others who could definitely use some of this exuberant love I have stored up and this is not an exaggeration. So with that said....I LOVE YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :)
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